Abba Unending
Tears flow freely as the new struggle begins. Every waking breath taken means one more step
toward freedom. Moments of questioning
fill days of learning trust; aching pain flows, yet the feeling of being
carried abounds. Grace flows new;
desperation seeks more. Longing breaks a
heart once cold; prayers flow down a face seeking His. Unending fears fight for courage to lose, to
break down and fall. Yet, for some
reason He’s still there. Still listening
to her endless prayers to be heard, still listening as she cries angry, sings
happy, pleads guilty. Messy seems to be
her life story; but redemption is His story for her. How He sings over her, redeeming love,
faithful love, unending love; but she whispers, tears streaming, “Oh, how can it
be? Why me?” She fights to understand His love; fights to
understand what He did for her. Moments
oppress; courage fights. Fear tries to
tear her down, but she finds herself begin to be willing to do the hard
things. Whatever it takes. She’s done.
No more. No more of this
surviving and simply making it through. No
more going her own way. No more letting
go of His hand. No more. Now she’ll wait. She’ll become His. Because He sings, “You’re my beloved. Love of my life, look deep in my eyes there
you will find what you need. I'm the
giver of life. I'll clothe you in
white. My immaculate bride you will be. Oh, come running home to me.”
O my
Strength, I will sing praises to you, for you, O God, are my fortress, the God
who shows me steadfast love.
-Psalm 59:17
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