She tells me, in words quickly written, about her messy heart.
I smile, I see her for what she is...beautiful.
We cry over the black pieces of our hearts, our broken places that we react out of.
My sister-friend, this daughter of my King:
We sharpen each other, we cry together, we fight for the Kingdom together.
Oh, my friend, lets dance under the stars tonight!
Let's thankfully twirl under this vast black sky that will turn blue, bright-filled with love, in the morning.
I want to laugh with joy for the battles won today.
Others may look on, and think we're crazy.
They may not see this battle we're fighting.
But, let's not care. Let's just sing for grace tonight.
I want to smile and praise in the face of this one who fights to destroy us.
To shout "Hosanna" for the grace given.
Glory given to the Only One in this vast land who deserves it.
He reigns tonight, sister-friend.
He reigned last night, He'll reign every day, until forever in eternity!
All those tears we've cried, all those things we've given up.
They don't even compare to what we'll see in His glory one day.
Let's receive it tonight.
We're sung over.
You are adored and loved.
So Sister-Friend, let's worship.
Tuesday, August 6, 2013
Where were you when I cried? Where were you when I broke? Where were you when darkness spoke so loudly that it drowned every ounce of light? Where were you when mountains fell on top of my soul? Where were you when I couldn’t go on anymore? Where were you when I couldn’t sing? Where were you when I couldn’t breathe? You were wiping my tears when I cried. You picked up the pieces as I broke, even though I didn’t know. You were the strength holding me tight in the darkness. You kept the mountains from crushing me completely. You carried me when I couldn’t go on. You sang over me when I couldn’t. You breathed everlasting life into my lungs when I couldn’t breathe for myself. You are I AM.
I see what You have done. I ask for more. I fail to recognize the glory of You, Daddy. I often forget those daily small gifts, forgetting completely to praise and thank You for those things. I keep asking for signs of Your love when it’s already surrounding me. I fail to praise You for those mountains that continually shine Your face and glory and help. Those skies full of blue, clouds drifting on Your very breath. Those drops of water that rain from the heavens, pounding praise onto the earth, praise for You. The trees bending and bowing to Your very will, fluid with grace and humility, rustling Your goodness. The songs of delight that the birds announce to You, their Maker. The grace of the horse running its adoration through meadows green.I lift these hands. My soul smiles at You, Jesus. Smiles with grateful and a small bit of understanding that this change is many, many moments. Not just one earth-shattering moment. But many earth-shattering, heart-breaking, grace-giving moments. And I breathe. Breathe in Your presence and love and a new song sings.